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Jun 19, 2011 12:46:23 GMT -5
Post by katbrooks on Jun 19, 2011 12:46:23 GMT -5
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Cutting
Jun 19, 2011 16:46:00 GMT -5
Post by charstarhardcore on Jun 19, 2011 16:46:00 GMT -5
I havent cut since the beginning of face2face and the "incident" and i dont think i will ( well im hoping) F2F has changed my life for the better, and i feel completely stronger as a person. I no longer am afraid to meet people or let me know me, before Face2Face i was a complete bitch, i put up a wall to stop people wanting to be-friend me. I was EVIL to everyone, because i thought i was saving them the drama of knowing me, and i hated myself because i knew i was nasty and vile to people and hurting people. This caused me to cut to hurt myself, as i hated myself more than anyone. I also found i was reflecting the anger i felt in myself towards others.
Face2Face has given me a new outlook on life and a new focus point. i feel happier and more able to be myself. Thankyou Kat and Face2Face <3
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Cutting
Jun 20, 2011 23:47:07 GMT -5
Post by opheliadrowns on Jun 20, 2011 23:47:07 GMT -5
I've been self-injuring since I was around 6-7 years old in one way or another. Started out with banging my head, scratching at myself, digging into my skin etc but always had to get more intense in order to feel the same kind of relief. By the time I was 15, I was intentionally spraining anything I could and throwing myself down flights of stairs hoping I would break something. I started cutting in 1996 when i was 21 and as of today I have been cut free for 1296 days which is the longest I have ever made it without cutting. I still struggle almost daily but I am fighting really hard to keep getting stronger and keep learning better ways to handle my emotions.
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Cutting
Jun 23, 2011 10:16:24 GMT -5
Post by lizmuscle on Jun 23, 2011 10:16:24 GMT -5
I have been into self harm since I was a child, from jumping out of moving cars, to starving and at times cutting and burning myself with cigarettes. It seems that when I get in a tough spot I always take things out on myself. I am a very lovable and kind person, and I am not sure why I am so rough on myself. I have always had a poor image of myself, but working on it and it is a daily struggle for me. I am learning more routes to keep my emotions intact and trying not to take things out on myself when things go bad.
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